Creative Writing assignment

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There’s a hole in my chest created just by you,
my insides are crumbling, there’s nothing I can do.
When it rains it pours, and baby, it’s storming,
you say, “take two of these and call me in the morning.”

But the morning is dim and my soul feels a wreck;
non-existent and insignificant, nothing more than a speck.
I need you like a junkie needs his fix,
yearning and starving but you keep me just for kicks.

This is deeper for me than I could ever possibly swim,
you’re tugging at my heart while I’m pulling at your limb.
You stand at the shore and tell me to come back,
but I’m drowning in here and it’s faith that I lack.

Anger is to an open wound like gasoline is to fire,
so if I told you it was okay, it’d make me a liar.
I yearn for the day that we are equal as one,
where I’m not just your play toy, I’m not just for fun.